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1529418356

Book I love you but I've chosen darkness; Claire Vaye Watkins

Author: Watkins, Claire Vaye

Year: 2022

Language: English

Type: Book

Class Number: F

Category: Fiction

Publisher: riverrun, 2022

Physical or Electronic: Physical

ISBN: 9781529418354

Notes:

Leaving behind her husband and their baby daughter, a writer gets on a flight for a speaking engagement in Reno, not carrying much besides a breast pump and a spiraling case of postpartum depression. Her temporary escape from domestic duties and an opportunity to reconnect with old friends mutates into an extended romp away from the confines of marriage and motherhood, and a seemingly bottomless descent into the past. Deep in the Mojave Desert where she grew up, she meets her ghosts at every turn: the first love whose self-destruction still haunts her; her father, a member of the most famous cult in American history; her mother, whose native spark gutters with every passing year. She can't go back in time to make any of it right, but what exactly is her way forward? Alone in the wilderness, at last she begins to make herself at home in the world.

Extent: 352 pages, 24 cm, hbk